= Reminiscence = Nega

Romaji Reminiscence


kowareta fuukei no naka de waratta
tsuioku no hahen no kimi wo uka beru
kareta kigi yureru kisetsu ni futari
tsunaideta yubi ni towa wo negatta

futari no omoi tsunagu ito niha uso nado nakute
kimi no itami sono subete ga boku ni itami de
(watashi nandekonna yowai no) koware souna koe
furue ru kimi wo dakishimete yoru ni inotta

futari ni kyori wo fukame teitta omoi mo itamo kono ai mo
futari no jikan ga toma rebaiinoni
mujou dane

tadako no mama zutto konomama
tsunaida yubi wo hanasa nuyou
kimi daketada kimi dakewo aishita
(zutto futari no jikan wo) to inoru kimi no sugata ni
tadako no mama zutto konomama

zutto

(anata ga tsuyoku aishi tekurerukara
sukoshi ha tsuyoku naretakana)
kimi no kotoba wo

futari no kyori ga hanare teitemo kokoro dakeha hanare nuyou
yori soi atte motome au youni kasane ta netsu to

tadako no mama zutto konomama kimi no kaori wo hanasa nuyou
kimi daketada kimi dakewo aishi ta
(zutto futari de kyo you) sorega uso ni kawattemo
tada konomama zutto konomama to

naite

ima ha kuroku somatta kamen no shitade naku koe ha
mou kun niha todoku hazumo nai kedo
mousugu kimi no tanjoubi dane
kono kata ni saita hana wo kimi ni okuru kara

Even if you change, I need to never change
Even if it's a lie, please tell me 'I love you'
I was not able to draw the picture.
I want to draw the picture of hope.
I want to draw the white world.
Even if you are in the black world.
I believe that you are white.
I remembered you and me to snuggle up to.
I drew two flowers.
This picture is not sad.
However,why am I sad?
Time passes heartlessly.
Only numbers increase now.
Please...please think of me only even today.
What do you think?
Whom do you think of?
What do you suffer now?
I'm very painful in suffering of you.
I wanna meet you.
I wanna touch you.
Because I still love you.


Kanji Reminiscence


壊れた風景の中で笑った
追憶の破片の君を浮かべる
枯れた木々揺れる季節に二人
繋いでた指に永遠を願った

二人の想い繋ぐ糸には嘘など無くて
君の痛みその全てが僕に痛みで
「私なんでこんな弱いの」壊れそうな声
震える君を抱きしめて夜に祈った

二人に距離を深めていった想いも傷もこの愛も
二人の時間が止まればいいのに
無常だね

ただこのままずっとこのまま
繋いだ指を離さぬよう
君だけただ君だけを愛した
「ずっと二人の時間を」と祈る君の姿に
ただこのままずっとこのまま

ずっと

「あなたが強く愛してくれるから
少しは強くなれたかな」
君の言葉を

二人の距離が離れていても心だけは離れぬよう
寄り添い合って求め合うように重ねた熱と

ただこのままずっとこのまま君の香りを離さぬよう
君だけただ君だけを愛した
「ずっと二人で居よう」それが嘘に変わっても
ただこのままずっとこのままと

泣いて

今は黒く染まった仮面の下で泣く声は
もう君には届くはずも無いけど
もうすぐ君の誕生日だね
この肩に咲いた花を君に贈るから

Even if you change, I need to never change
Even if it's a lie, please tell me 'I love you'
I was not able to draw the picture.
I want to draw the picture of hope.
I want to draw the white world.
Even if you are in the black world.
I believe that you are white.
I remembered you and me to snuggle up to.
I drew two flowers.
This picture is not sad.
However,why am I sad?
Time passes heartlessly.
Only numbers increase now.
Please...please think of me only even today.
What do you think?
Whom do you think of?
What do you suffer now?
I'm very painful in suffering of you.
I wanna meet you.
I wanna touch you.
Because I still love you.



Translation Reminiscence


I'm laughing in the broken scenery
remembering every pieces of reminiscence about you
together in the withering trees of shaken season
with entwined fingers, I hope for eternity

in the entwined thread of our emotion, there's no lie
all of your pain is my pain
with such a broken voice you said "why am i this weak"
embracing the shaken you, I prayed in the night

the emotion, the wound, and this love that deepen the distance between us,
even if it will be better if our time stopped
it won't stop for eternity, will it?

just like this, forever being like this
Don't let our entwined fingers part away
only you, only you the one that I love
"for our everlasting time..." i prayed to you
just like this, forever being like this

forever...

"because you gave me such a strong love,
could it be that I've become stronger a little bit" you said...

even if our distance get separated, I won't let our heart to part away
along with the heat that piled up, i wish we could meet and cuddle at each other

just like this, forever being like this,
I won't let your scent to go away.
only you, only you the one that I love
"we will always be together" even if that's replaced by a lie
just like this, forever like this

crying...

the crying voice under this black painted mask right now,
I know i won't ever get you back again, but...
your birthday is coming, isn't it?
I'll give you this flower that bloom upon my shoulder..

Even if you change, I need to never change
Even if it's a lie, please tell me 'I love you'
I was not able to draw the picture.
I want to draw the picture of hope.
I want to draw the white world.
Even if you are in the black world.
I believe that you are white.
I remembered you and me to snuggle up to.
I drew two flowers.
This picture is not sad.
However,why am I sad?
Time passes heartlessly.
Only numbers increase now.
Please...please think of me only even today.
What do you think?
Whom do you think of?
What do you suffer now?
I'm very painful in suffering of you.
I wanna meet you.
I wanna touch you.
Because I still love you.